To the person whom I still love,
I'm speechless by what you've done to me. I know, now you're blur, right ? Thinking of what you do till I say I'm 'speechless'. Just want to let out everything that is written in my heart. Frankly say, you're such a nice guy that always make peoples smile, laugh. You're everyone's sunshine. I appreciate of what we've gone through, what you've given me, what you have taught me last time. Eventhough it last just for awhile. I'll keep those memories with me, I'm not sure about you. I've tried my best, go through thousand miles to be the best for you. Hoping that you'll come back, but I believe, no one can change a person's mind/heart when the person already make a final decision. And you have make up your mind by being with 'her'. And thats why I say ~I respect your decision~. I know you don't love me no more, its alright. I accept the fate.
You thought I'm avoiding you, or even leaving you ? But its not. I just want to change to be a better person. I know when you're already with her sooner or later, you'll leave me behind right ? Didn't you know while I'm writing this post in this Blog, I'm crying ? It hurts alot, but what I can do is just to be strong. You wont know what actually is in my heart. I know you want to say 'I need time....'. I'm not forcing you, but to tell you the truth. I'm suffering all alone here. You only find me when the sun is down. When the sun is up, you're not there for me. Where are you, when i need you ? Are you there for me totally ?. I know, your love for her more wider than your love for me. Go, chase your love...
Every night I cried, did you know ? But when I think back, does it worth ? Does he come back to her(me) like before ? I don't think so. What I can do now is just to pray for 'their' happiness.
~ Oh Boy, she's waiting for you. And it seems like you've choose another girl back to your life. You won't know what she's suffering now. But don't ever regret, ~Once she's gone, she'll never come back~ .. in this world.. ~ ........
P/S : I STILL LOVE YOU !
Ana Drew Bieber is her name