12:35 PM
Jan 9, 2011
To the person whom I still love,
I'm speechless by what you've done to me. I know, now you're blur, right ? Thinking of what you do till I say I'm 'speechless'. Just want to let out everything that is written in my heart. Frankly say, you're such a nice guy that always make peoples smile, laugh. You're everyone's sunshine. I appreciate of what we've gone through, what you've given me, what you have taught me last time. Eventhough it last just for awhile. I'll keep those memories with me, I'm not sure about you. I've tried my best, go through thousand miles to be the best for you. Hoping that you'll come back, but I believe, no one can change a person's mind/heart when the person already make a final decision. And you have make up your mind by being with 'her'. And thats why I say ~I respect your decision~. I know you don't love me no more, its alright. I accept the fate.
You thought I'm avoiding you, or even leaving you ? But its not. I just want to change to be a better person. I know when you're already with her sooner or later, you'll leave me behind right ? Didn't you know while I'm writing this post in this Blog, I'm crying ? It hurts alot, but what I can do is just to be strong. You wont know what actually is in my heart. I know you want to say 'I need time....'. I'm not forcing you, but to tell you the truth. I'm suffering all alone here. You only find me when the sun is down. When the sun is up, you're not there for me. Where are you, when i need you ? Are you there for me totally ?. I know, your love for her more wider than your love for me. Go, chase your love...
Every night I cried, did you know ? But when I think back, does it worth ? Does he come back to her(me) like before ? I don't think so. What I can do now is just to pray for 'their' happiness.
~ Oh Boy, she's waiting for you. And it seems like you've choose another girl back to your life. You won't know what she's suffering now. But don't ever regret, ~Once she's gone, she'll never come back~ .. in this world.. ~ ........
P/S : I STILL LOVE YOU !
2:51 PM
Dec 15, 2010
I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
Today is the day we leave our past behind; today we say our last good-byes. Memories in the back of my mind, held close by until the day I die.
I want to appreciate the times when precious moments with you are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what's truly important. It's not just life, but living. It's the journey, the destination, and all the points in between. And I must admit, I like what I see.
Memories are treasures worth far more than gold.
Sometimes the memories flood my mind and I stop everything and just smile.
I'll always be with you; I'll always care for you. In letters or calls -- in things everywhere.
I may be leaving today, I may be leaving tomorrow … but just remember that you aren’t leaving from my heart.
These are the days and times we'll remember. ~ ''3rd October 2010.''
Sometimes when things happen, you just know you're making a memory. You know that it's something you'll never forget. Other times, when you least expect it the smallest thing will remind you of something or someone. Those are the memories that make remembering worthwhile because those are the ones, however spontaneous, that make you really smile at the way things used to be.
Special times and special places, special friends together. The moments pass so quickly, but the memories of us last forever.
I forgot about you for a while, but then I saw you again in my mind, just instantly flashed back to the time when I thought that we were happy; I know I'll never hold you like that again. :(
Everything you said to me in the past -- I'll cherish it with me till I'm no longer alive.
In life there are tears, smiles, and memories. The tears dry, the smiles face, but the memories last forever.
I thank God for you and the memories, I still wish you were here with me. But sadly, you're no longer mine anymore.
Have you ever remember the song that we used to hear ? If you hear it back, you'll realised that many memories tied to it till it made you cry, right ? And didn't you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our loves and our lives ... The ones that bring back our first tiny conversation, follow by smiles, jokes that make us to be more closer, then begin with our first love till at last it end up to be a broken heart.. and the memories are always there, staying in my heart.
Remember the Memories ... because sometimes it's only the memory that remains.
Did you ever notice if you're sitting alone in the middle of something, and all of a sudden you will remember the beginning of our love ? Like the first time we held our hands or the first song we sang in the phone together? Maybe the first time we went to the park or for a date ? Maybe our silly jokes that we laughed at, about at the Popeye's Counter, you were dancing. Or even maybe at the MRT ? Whenever those memories flashing back, I'll cry. Our first fast food restaurant we ate at, remember ? Sometimes I'll be sitting in the middle of doing something and I'll remember ... and it makes me think, "Look how far we have come. Look how long it has been ... look how happy we made each other from day one." When I thinks back, it just a short period of time by having you by my side. And that is something so sentimental that it brings tears to my eyes.
Don't you ever wish you could go back to the best memory of your lifetime and live in it ... forever ? I'm sure you want it, right ? :)
And sometimes I still wonder how you are and what you're doing. Sometimes I miss the way we'd laugh and the way we used to be ... eventhough its already ended long ago.
Someday you will be sorry, someday when you're free. Memories will remind you of how special I am to you. Soon or later, you'll realised it by yourself.
Though miles may lies between us, we are never far apart. For friendship that we just build, it doesn't count by miles. It measured by the heart.
I just want to show you what's in this world, cause in the end it's all you got. Memories tell about your life and how you lived it. So live it for good. Prove it to them that you're someone that peoples can relys on.
My life wouldn’t be the same without you, and all the memories you’ve given me since we're together.
Sometimes the time just slips away and you’re left with yesterday … left with memories … I’ll always think of you and smile. Eventhough you've given me those pains before.
Looking back on all those months … all the smiles, all the tears … I never want those memories to fade.
Good-bye may seem forever, farewell is like the end. But in my heart’s the memories with you are always there. And will never ever fade away.
Everyone dies, but not everyone lives. Since you left me I’ll never slow down, the memories of you will never stop me from growing into the best woman I can be.
Have you ever notice that sometimes in life the things you never want to forget are the things you can never remember. I’ll remember the things I did with you for a while, but I’ll remember the people I be with forever.
I'll always remember of how you’ve made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touch my heart in a way that no one else ever could.
There are moments in life that you will always remember, not because they were important … just because you were there.The moment may be temporary, but the memory is forever.You’re just a memory of a love that used to be. You’re just a memory of a love that used to mean so much to me.
Lately I’ve been remembering all the good times we had together. You don’t know how much that scares me, because I know if I forget all the bad times … the time you broke my heart, all the nights you made me cry … I know if I forget those times, I’ll fall in love with you all over again. And I know my heart can’t take that.
Our memories of yesterdays' will maybe last a lifetime. We’ll take the best, forget the rest, and someday we’ll find these are the best of all times. All I ever wanted to do was make you happy. And I know I failed, and thats why things ended up this way. What I can do now is to step aside and pray, hope you have a peaceful and amazing life. And hope you'll not forget me.
Please remember when I was there for you, and you were there for me. Please remember our time together, when time was yours and mine and we were wild and free. Those pictures that we've take is worth a thousand words that tell a memory. However, some of our memories couldn’t be described with even a million of the most beautiful words. I wanted to tell you that I miss it alot. I just wanna let you know that the happiness that you've given me, will always there...
Honestly say, Everything that I hear, everything that I see, were all reminds me of you …
Memory is a way of holding on to the things you are, you love, and the things you never want to lose..
And do remember that, Every memory has a soundtrack.You only can flash it back, but you can't rewind it.
Remember me with smiles and laughs for that’s how I’ll remember you. If you can only remember me in sadness and tears, do not remember me at all.
Lastly, just take good care of yourself when I'm not around anymore.. Cause I know she'll make you smile, and your love for her will never ever ended... I don't wish to say Goodbye, as it sound like forever.. But I'll just say 'till we meet again' .........
xoxo
1:01 PM
Dec 5, 2010
Currently having high fever.. So many things in my mind..Kepala mcm nk pecah.. haix.. Only Kakak, Ayu and Wanie know why..And I also wanna Thanks Kakak Ema, Ayu, Wanie and Fadhli for giving me advises and tell me what to do.. appreciate it alots.. Thanks guys for being there for me.. And to Fadhli(wanie,help me tell him), ''Thanks coz you have told me everything and say that there's better guys out there.. Eventhough you go and tell him everything on that night.. But i know that you just don't want him to fool me around and mainkan my perasaan.. Thanks alot''...Let bygones be bygones.. Lets keep our memories as where it were..Maybe you're not meant for mie.. What i can say is iloveyou for who you are.. Since im with you, my heart are fully on you.. Now our story has come to the end.. haix *crying*.. I know you contacting her and maybe your love for her more bigger than your love for me.. And yesterday when you sent me home, eu say ;''Are you going to wait for me till im ready ?'' ... haix..Then you text me this(It really makes me cry the whole night) ;''To me, u are too perfect....dibanding ngan my exs ure the best......i speak from my heart.....'' I dont know whether its true or not..I just can't take it that eu sanggup buat i macam gini.. I know eu told me yesterday that eu wanna be alone coz you're an independent type..haix.. I'll just see.. What i can say is..... *crying*.....Thanks for everything that you have given me.. I mean your kindness, lovingness, romanticness, sweetness, cares, concern, always there when i need you, making me smile/laugh when im down, you know how to make me heart happy back.. Miss those moments we spend together..... What i can say... is... *crying*... I really do... love.... youuuu ! :( .... But too bad, now you're not mine anymore...Maybe coming soon, you're HER's.. I dont know... *crying* ....I still remember you text me and say on 221110 @ 11.28pm ;''I will promise u too i will hold ur hand n ur heart till my last breath...''...... *crying* ......lets stop here for now as i can't control my tears :(Goodbye..
1:00 PM
Nov 29, 2010
Its cloudy outside..Sooo bored in here, don't know what to do..Currently listening to Shakin In My Head- Details ft. Florida..Thinking of you makes me sad.. Don't know why.. haix :(Feel like crying *controlling*I think im gonna out nw..xoxo
3:54 PM
Nov 26, 2010
I MISS MY NAUGHTY BOY
3:13 PM
Hey Peeps !!
It has been a very very long time i never go Blog..
Alritez, first of all on the last Saturday (201110) is a wonderful Sentosa
Outing for everyone that is going.. Here's some snapshots ;
( In the pictures are Wanie, Fadhli and Hafidz)
And not to be MISS ! ME & YOU Photos :) ;
I LOVE YOU SYG !! :)
All of the above peeps dpt mandi laut, awww.. fun !
Then ard 6+pm we packed and head down to Vivo's
Long John Silver for our Dinner..
*zaidi, deanna, fadhli n wanie jek*
But Waniee seems to be too shy till tk kecoh2 dgn kiter.. hehe
itz okeh babe, deanna fhm ur mood swing n eu having ur
Ladies Day :)
After Dinner, home sweet home ! :)
LOVE EU GUYS ALOTS !
xoxo
10:24 AM
Apr 25, 2010
Okeh, since I post this picture in Tagged then Facebook.
I have received many comments :)
So many peoples like this photo say alot of them say
'' Are eu girls twin ?'' OR ''Korg kembar ke ?''
HAHAHA ! Actually we're not :)
Even the ladies in the photo also like it :)
Thanks for the Compliment guys :)
XOXO
ilovejustindrewbieber
11:58 AM
Apr 18, 2010
Achik Spin telah kembali ke Rahmatullah
Marilah kita sama2 sedekahkan Al-Fatihah...
..........................
Amin.
Semoga Arwah dicucuri Rahmat dan ditempatkan
Orang-orang yang Beriman,
Amin
The news really make me shocked/surprise.
He's such a nice guy.
Salam Takziah Buat Keluarga Achik Spin.
10:44 AM
Apr 9, 2010
Yesterday is a wonderful night ever for me.
I mean for us (Ayu and Me) .
Firstly Ayu meet me at my house around 6.45pm if I'm not wrong.
Then around 7.25pm we leave the house and take a taxi
to get there. Its a bit ''kecoh'' in the taxi. Haha !
Around 25mins to half an hour journey.
Seriously, before the taxi entered the MediaCorp,
the house were so huge and beautiful :)
When we reached MediaCorp, I feel more nervous haha !
Went to the toilet first then touch-up.. Take pictures all.
I ask Ayu : Nak masok skrg, baru pukol 8pm ?
Ayu said : Nanti ahk,baru pukol brape.
Then we head to the reception and give our I/C to receive
the MediaCorp Pass. Take pictures again while we seat for a while.
Around 8.15pm we went in and head straight to the Studio Building.
Saw the 93.8fm studio, so huge and nice :)
take the lift but get to the wrong floor. But the map says
Ria 89.7fm is at Level 3 ? What is this ? :)
Then We saw a man, I think he's a DJ too.. Here is a little conversation :
The Man : Hello Girls !
Us : Helloo
The Man : Are you Girls lost ?
Us : Yeah
The Man : Where are you girls going ?
Us : Ria 89.7fm
The Man : Alright, come I bring you Girls there.
Us : Thank you :))
* entered the lift with the man and guess what the man press on the lift button*
* press * ''B''
What ? Basement ? haha !
He's a funny guy actually, in the lift he says
The Man : Did they know you Girls are coming ?
Us : Yup :)
The Man : Alright :)
When reach at the studio corridor, we say :
Us : Thank you
The Man : *shout* Your Welcome :)
HAHAHAHA !
Ayu and I non-stop laughing,haha !
While waiting for Kak Nity (the DJ) to call us.
We seat outside first. Ayu busy taking pictures and Me busy texting.
Then 5-10mins later, Kak Nity call me and say ''Where are you ?''
I said "Outside'' and Kak Nity say ''Okeh kejap ehk,bye''
Kak Nity open the studio door for us and she so gorgeous,haha !
We shake hands and seat and the studio planning about the
1mins DJ speech and BAKAT ''singing''
WE ARE THE WORLD :)
haha, so funny day.. Before that we look what she's doing when she's on air.
The Kak Nity says : lapar lah :)
We all laugh.. She get some biscuits and share with us..
Crispy and Crunchy :) Nice :)
Then talk with her and 9.05pm there it goes US ON-AIR !
WOOHOO !
The peoples that hearing us ON-Air is our families,relatives,friends.
-Frans, Fadhilah, Iqbal, Muhaimin, Neezam and Ayu's friend..
Love the last part ''Jgn noty2, I see eu when I see eu XOXO''
Kak Nity : Boleh tk kita cakap ''XOXO'' sama2 ?
Us : Boleh
Kak Nity : 1,2,3
Kak Nity and Us : XOXO
~~~ ended~~~
Kak Nity open We Are The World song as an ended part, haha !
Okehlh, now my turn to say
XOXO
P/S : We have a Great Night on this day,
And the Night that we'll never ever forget :))
10:32 AM
Apr 7, 2010
HELLO HELLO HELLO GUYS !!
Well, I wanna share about my Tagged. It was so darm ... -.-
Since I change my location to Canada, so many Canadians
send a friend request to me, haha ! Im not a Canadians :)
Okeh, tomorrow me and Idahyu will be like the cartoon above..
Will make it a wonderful moment :) Live somemore :)
First time and confirm there will be a nervous,haha !
Okeh.. Wanna play games.
TAKECARE, Love :)
xoxo
3:24 PM
Mar 28, 2010
HAVE BOUGHT THE CD YESTERDAE !!!
XOXO JUSTIN BIEBER :))
8:52 AM
Mar 24, 2010
Good Morning Bloggers !
Just wake up from sleep and seriously
always keep thinking about my cousin..
To one of my primary friend,
If eu like Bieber,just say larh..
No need to hide, whole of the world like him..
Okeh wanna bath,
takecare
XOXO
12:59 PM
Mar 23, 2010
MY WORLD 2.0 IS OUT NOW !!
I'M GONNA GET IT !!
XOXO JUSTIN BIEBER
5:17 PM
Mar 14, 2010
The 17th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION !!
Well, here's the story goes..
What I can say is nearly one minute to 12am,
I received a call from girlfriend and say
''what are you doing?''..
When the tick tock goes right at 12am,
there she goes.. She say ''Happie Birthdae" :)
Aaww, Thanks alot gf.. You're the first one to wish :)
I believe you know that !
Then two of my friend followed by Warmil,
Kakak Ema(my elder sis) at around 1+am..
Then at 8+am received a message from Godsis
Fadhilah and followed by Godbro Muhaimin :)
THANKZ ALOT GUYS FOR THE WISHES :)
APPRECIATE SO MUCH !
Log on to Facebook and Tagged,
received some comments of ''Birthday Wishes''
from both sites.
That SHINee Girl seriously,all of my profile..
I mean from Blogger,Facebook,Tagged,Phone Call..
All she wish,haha !
Went to Avenue 2 to buy shirt and shoes plus breakfast.
Then Afternoon went out to Airport,
sending my Cousin Brother to Umrah.
Alhamdulillah,dapat Pahala :)
Then thought of eating Thosai at Little India.
But then at Airport we spend so many hours,
reach around 2+pm till 6+pm we went to
Geylang to have Dinner at Mr Teh Tarik :)
Nasi Ayam and Blueberry drink is my choice.
After that Adq Yani and I follow Kakak Ema home
to sleep at her house and tomorrow (Monday)
will be back home :)
So Dad n Mom went home straight ;)
Today check Facebook there's 5-6 peoples
left a comment by wishing me :)
Log on to Tagged also and received 4 Tags
if I'm not wrong by wishing mie too :)
*Received a Silver Bracelet and a pair Earring
from Kakak Ema :) Beautiful !
THANKS KAK :)
*Seriously say, I appreciate my birthday celebration
with Family.
But when it comes to Friend Celebration,
TAK BOLEH LAWAN when I was in Sec4..
They make my Birthday HAPPENING HABIS !!!
OUT, PEACE !!
XOXO
5:14 PM
Mar 12, 2010
Basically TOMORROW is my special day :)MY BIRTHDAY :)
a few hours left..
Today's midnitez will be busy answering calls from
my fans,hahahaha !
SHUT UP AYU ! :))
So yeah, so excited that birthday is around the hours..
6hours left from now.
Hope I have a GREAT BIRTHDAY :)
XOXO
12:00 PM
Mar 11, 2010
*LAUGHING*
Currently chatting with Ayu Archuleta.
Suddenly it turns out to be funny when we commented on
Franciska Boncet FB.. hahah !
Its all about the fat guy singing Maccaron song :)
Then Frans go and sing at the shout out ;
''maccaron cacarron ah nyi nyi nyi one more time''
Ayu and I can't stop laughing.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA !
Guess what, after that I thought it was the end of the
laughter but Ayu go and publish the VIDEO of the MACCARON
at Facebook and there it goes again !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
Seriously,it was a memories that cant forget.
Still remember during Sec4, on that time was in the
Computer Lab due to having CPA.
Then Frans open up the video of Maccaron and show it to
Ayu and I.
After viewing half of it, Ayu start to laugh until she fell
on the floor. HAHA ! Then she laugh non-stop with
me and frans until Ms Yong scold us,hahaha !
It was a GREAT DAY :)
About Henderson Waves,
EU SHUT UP AYU !!
HAHAHAHAHA !
*paper beg terkoyak dok*
HAHAHAHA !
Got To Go BLOGGERS !
XOXO
12:08 PM
Mar 10, 2010
Well, the days went by so fast ..3days left to my BIRTHDAY :)Now I'm so bored :(And don't know what should I write..Just wanna say that I Like Someone ?Haha, think so.. Crush Crush :)*secret* :bXOXO
1:21 PM
Mar 4, 2010
Today was so funny :)Today sleep at 4am in the morning :)(Talking to him from 12+am)Then wake up at 6am to accompany my mother and her friends to Johore-Larkin :)I'm not fresh when I wake up because only 2hours of sleep :)Then arrived at Larkin around 7.45am to 11.30am.Reach home at about 12+pm :)Having fun there though :)Got to go* Talking to him *
12:28 PM
Mar 2, 2010
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY
JUSTIN BIEBER !!
MAY EU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY EVER :)
1:32 PM
Feb 27, 2010
Today mcm S***..My sis told my dad that I don't want to followto Grandma house later over the phone and guess what ?I get a scolding by my dad saying that ''Kau da mlz nk skola, Tknk pegi rmh nenek knape ? Da tk hormat org tua ?!''Then I talk back "Time tu da penah tgk pek!''Dad : Bile ?!Mie : Tme tu yg ader Kenduri tu aper !Dad : jgn nk ngada2 !Mcm nk maki sak ! Slalu tk ikot boleh, aper mood ntah dier harie nie !*Ehk Dad, I still have an intention to study okeh !Jgn sembarang bbl ahk ! *Org punye psl ahk nk pegi ke tidak !
1:43 PM
Feb 26, 2010
12:41 PM
Yesterday was on the phone with someone..Haha ! He makes mie laugh,smile,crazy in the night..We talk for nearly 2hours..Sleep at 2am in the morning :) Hmm ? haha !* Not sure lh whats wrong with me *Do I like someone ? Well, can't tell..
12:59 PM
Feb 8, 2010
I was like OH MY GOD when I saw Justin Bieber'sAlbum in the CD RAMA store at IMM's Popular Bookstore :)I darm freaking happy when my daddy take out his money and pass it to me,haha ! At last I already have the Album in my hand :)Psst : Now waiting for MY WORLD 2.0*Photos of the CD will be upload soon*
6:42 PM
Feb 5, 2010
HAPPIE 16th BIRTHDAE MY DEAR BOY ..
Can't wish eu personally :(
*can't mention here*
11:02 AM
A 17th-year-old girl misses her guys alot..
*especially the blue shirt*
From left to Right..
Abg Asyraf ; 18-year-old
Deanna ; 17-year-old
Neezam ; 16-year-old
Well, as you guys can see..
Our age gaps is only a year..
For them :
I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face
It just tears me apart
10:37 AM
Jan 29, 2010
Justin Bieber & SHINnee
This is what 'The Ladies' were talking on the phone :)
Ana ~ A Stalker of Justin Bieber
Ayu ~ A Stalker of SHINnee
We laugh alotz.. PLUS !! talk abt Adi,haha..
Those memories are darm sweet..
Adi : Deanna,please ahk.. Aku nk pinjam earpiece,please2..
Dee : Kao tk nmpk ke aku tgh pakai ? ..
Adi : Please2,kejap jek..
Ayu : Adi, kao buat keje kao bley tk.. tk nmpk ke deanna tgh pakai ?!
Dee & Ayu : *laughing*
Adi : *looking at mie* *jeling*
HAHAHA !!
Ayu keeps on talking about e Indian guy,haha :D
*Idahyu,kao diam haha*
Darm funni :)
Todae OUT wif her for an interview..
Nie baru pat phone.. If jumpe da giler rabak agk nyer :))
Takecare :))
xoxo
1:37 PM
Jan 27, 2010
These lyrics ? Yeah peoples, those lyricscame from the song named ''Down To Earth''
from Justin Bieber..
Well, not only because I'm a stalker towards
him but this song/lyric remind me of SOMEONE..
Well, let me tell you a little bit of the story..
Both of us grown up together when we're babies..
Our age gaps are only a year..
So, when I'm 11 and he's 10,
we're apart due to something..
*can't mention it*
This year 2010, has been 6years we separated..
Till now I missed him..
Only God know how i felt e pain.
Why I'm in tears ? It is because of YOU..
Im misses eu badly..
...xoxo...
7:25 PM
Jan 26, 2010
The Song are touching and Amazing..
xoxo My March Hero xoxo
7:18 PM
Boy ; eu make mie smile n laugh all day :)
I appreciate everitink from eu..
Eu know who eu are ;)
It brings me bck abt e past..
Well,itz a privacy..
xoxo :)
11:19 AM
Firstly I wanted to wish
HAPPIE 2nd BIRTHDAE TO NUR ELLYSHA !!
love eu alwaez niece ;)
Todae will be OUT wif Kakak n Beloved Niece..
Mkn2,Minom2,Jln2..
*nk siap nie*
Takecare :)
12:53 PM
Jan 23, 2010
I never thought that it be easyCause we both so distance nowAnd the walls are closing in on usAnd we're wondering howNo one has a solid answerBut just walking in the darkAnd you can see the look on my faceIt just tells me apartSo we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)And we try and try and try and trySo its up to to you and its up to meThat we meet in our middle wayOn our way back down to earthDown to earth down to earthOn our way back down to earth(back down to earth - repeat)Mommy you'll always and somewhereAnd daddy I live outta townSo tell me how could I ever be normal somehowYou tell me this is for the bestSo tell me why am I in tearsSo far away and now I just need you hereSo we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)And we try and try and try and trySo its up to to you and its up to meThat we meet in our middle wayOn our way back down to earthDown to earth down to earthOn our way back down to earth(back down to earth - repeat)We fell so far away from where we used to beNow we're standing and were do we goWhen there's no road to get to your heartLet's start over againSo its up to to you and its up to meThat we meet in our middle wayOn our way back down to earthDown to earth down to earthOn our way back down to earth(back down to earth - repeat)I never thought that it be easyCause we both so distance nowAnd the walls are closing in on usAnd we're wondering how.
5:17 PM
Jan 20, 2010
Currently chatting with Archuleta..Asking mie abt how ''he'' get to read her blog..Biaselh,masalah Org tua.. Haha !*Bdk2 jgn msok campor !* .... :)Da tu tkpelh.. The funny part is where she ''bingit''then change to laughing ? Just bcoz of e ''Pregnant'' :)Seriously,dier tk bley tgk org senang.. haha !
Ader jek nk uat org kecoh,mklomlh she was bored :)
Itz okeh,haha ! My Pleasure..
Psst : She became a part-time Tutor at ;
Jurong West St 81, haha !
*Masi ingt okeh !* Hahaha :))
3:48 PM
Well, Today is a ''Unexpected'' DAY ! haha !A Hint : 2nd anak sdare ? HAHA !!*Tink urself peoples*.. HAHA..SOON !! Hope itz a BOY :)))
5:38 PM
Jan 19, 2010
JUSTIN BIEBER !!BRING THIS TO SINGAPORE !!
P/s : Crazy of HIM, so BEWARE :)
2:56 PM
Jan 17, 2010
Wow ! It has been sO long I never update..
So just wanna say that I'm so darm happie..
This year 2010 was so meaningful for mie :)
Get bck wif HIM again,haha ! Mcm mimpi plaq
when he contact mie bck.. Alhamdulillah, Tuhan
telah membuka pintu hatinya untuk mencari kebenaran :)
I'm feel proud to have eu bck in my life ;)
Like what one of my friend say ;
''Dimana ada Kebenaran, disitu ada jalan'' :D
P/S : To that person ;
Aku da tknk pedulikn psl kao lgk !
1:20 PM
Dec 19, 2009
**Sarang haeyo**
WANTS TO GO TO KOREA !!!HAHAHA !!I MIZ MY NT's FAMILY ALOTZZZ !!!*sedih*
5:37 PM
Dec 10, 2009
Cukup lah sudah, Kata-kata janji manis mu,Siapa saja terpedaya dengan bibirmu.
Berkali kau menangis merayu padaku,Lalu menghilang sebaik saja.
Lalu airmata jatuh akhirnya,Dengan tak sengaja engkau membuatku terumbang-ambing di angkasa,Hancur musnah semua,Mimpi ku, hilang di angkasa..
6:44 PM
Nov 30, 2009
She said i can't understand her ? She says I understd himbt don understd her ? I have helped her alot,and diz is wad she say towards me ? She realli makes me cry..Aku sedih bile kao ckp mcm tu terhadap aku..Eu mean,kao tk hargai sgale nyer yg aku da tlg kao ?Pape korg settle prob korg sndiri k.. Itz better if Im out :)Sorie, i just do what is good for us :)Aku tknk psl ''LELAKI'', friendship kitorg hancor...IM OUT K :))
1:25 PM
Nov 24, 2009
I'm gonna put you firstI'll show you what your worthIf you let me inside your worldThere's gonna be one less lonely girl..I can fix up your broken heartI can give you a brand new startI can make you believe, I just wanna set one guy free to fallHe's free to fallWith meMy hearts locked and nowhere to get the keyI'l take him and leave this world
1:30 PM
Nov 22, 2009
Only one month left to make it 12years of our friendship..I know,its hard for some people out there to hold their friendship till this long.. We have gone through thick and thin together.. Im glad to have a best friend like you.. I know you're glad too,isn't it ? .. hmm..You are there when i need you.. You know whats going on with me eventhoughwe're far.. But why there's ONE thing that you haven't realised ?..I know you have a girlfriend,it's okeh.. I don't want to disturb ur relationship with her..I'm not jealous anyway :) I'm just wondering if you could read my entry in my blog..I wonder how eu feel.. I just want to tell you that I'm not into you,haix.. What do you mean by saying ''You are someone towards me, but you think negative way'' ? I hope,you happy with her aitez.. Last long guys :)To that guy..I'm sorry if I need to forget about you..Before anything happens,I think I'm out..I don't want because of me,you stresses yourself..So to make things better between you,me and ur gf..I mengalah.. I just want to see you happy.. :)I know you still want me to be there for you..I'll be there..Don't worry aitez..Takecare ...
5:41 PM
Sep 19, 2009
To my FRIENDS,FAMILIES and RELATIVES out dere... SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ;) SEBELUM TERLAMBAT, SAYA INGIN MENYUSUN SEPULUH JARI MEMOHON AMPUN DAN MAAF JIKALAU SAYA ADA TERKASAR BAHASA ATAU MENYINGUNG PERASAAN KORG, MAAFKAN LARH :) SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!! XOXOKusumanegara's
6:01 PM
Sep 7, 2009
1:51 PM
Sep 4, 2009
I LURVE THEM ALOTTTT !!!
4:43 PM
Aug 26, 2009
Assalamualaikum :)
Ramadhan yang ke-4 ...
Sekarang sudah ramai orang menyuruh ku membuat
decision.. *Kakak Ema,Abang Naz,Adq Dyla and Nass*
Kakak & Abg -- Eu better change now than rather regret
( I understd wad they trying to say)
Adq Dyla -- Whats e use if eu continue to like him but e
person will not accept eu sey,Love cant be force right ?
Nass -- If Im in that situation, I will move on and find someone
else.. And if my feelings towards her hardly gone, I will force
myself to treat her as my friend..
Coz i noe, being friends with her will not make me lose her
in my life..
And if my luck is on my side,and is there's fate,we will be
together in e future :)
Till now Im confused.. But I will take THIS person advice..
I will force myself to let this feeling went away..
PROMISE
4:15 PM
Aug 24, 2009
Oh Boy..
I'm sorry if one day I will let my feelings went away..
It was because eu already have a partner to support eu
and love eu.. I'm sorry if I have hurt eu or make eu
unhappy in e past.. Honestly say,I feel hurt when this phrase
keep running through my mind "Soon,I've to let it go''...
Boy,eu did not understand wad is exactly written in my heart..
If this world can turns back e time,I'll turn to e precious
moments of us.. I'm sorry if one day I have to let it go..
Honestly said,its hard for me to stop this feelings...
I do this all because I know that eu are happy with your
life now.. Eu already have someone to look after eu..
I'm juz your good friend.. I still remember those memories
where eu sent me home after e Hari Raya Outing in 2006,
eu touch my hair,give mie happiness,give mie sweet when
Im sick.. Cheer mie up when im down... But now e closenest
have flown away.. EU more close to another girl than me..
But itz okehs.. Let mie hurt now then later.. I cant stand diz
animore.. I know,my feelings to eu are all fairytale that wont
come in reality.. I just hope eu last long with her and take
good care of yourself :)
You are still my good fwen, never come across my mind to
throw eu out of my life..
Boy, Honestly said.. I really glad and thankful to have a
wonderful good fwen like eu.. I cant let my feelings be like
this all e way right ?.. Eu are a good fwen dat hardly for
mie to forget..
Your girl are so lucky to have eu by her side.. Last Long aitez :)
I feel like crying whenever our swit moments comes to my mind..
And i just hold it because I know that whatever that I do, it still
wont change..
Takecare BOy :)
Out
Peace :)
Ana Drew Bieber is her name
I MISS MY NAUGHTY BOY 
Achik Spin 
Basically TOMORROW is my special day :)
*LAUGHING*
These lyrics ? Yeah peoples, those lyrics
JUSTIN BIEBER !!
**Sarang haeyo**
